Well after wishing and hoping for dates for final hearing (pre Xmas) and celebration hearing (post Xmas) I have dates. Except the judge has requested an action that is the equivalent of poking the hornets nest and could have horrendous consequences.
I'm so excited about christmas and had hoped celebration hearing would be the icing on the cake. Now I'm worrying about what final hearing might bring. People respond in two ways, either dismissive of any issues or panicked which then makes me anxious.
My social worker is one of the worse for doom and gloom scenario.
I'm trying to keep busy, it's like matching panel again except I love this boy so so much that I will fight heaven and earth to keep my son. I'm also maybe a little guilty of spoiling him that much more for our first christmas!
The evenings and bed are worse for those naughty what ifs creeping in! Time will tell, no point worrying too much until I have an actual problem!
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